hi, i dont expect anyone to reply to this,

a few weeks ago i posted about seeing the profile of the sick person who abused me as a child, in facebook.
i was under the impression that this person had died, but no, this person is still going.
part of me was agree with this person, but the loser inside was like forgive and move on. the only problem i have is this person ruined my life, i never knew how much till i became a adult . now im on meds to stop me remembering what this person did, and other meds to stop me from taking my own life.
i dont like change
i dont trust people ( if your in my trust bubble you are honered )
sorry to rant here,but i needed to get it out or i would of exploded.