My back couldn’t take the chair at the hospital a minute more. So I left and came home. There was 2 more hours I could have been there, but after two days of bending over the bed and watching mum I just couldn’t do more. My sister is trying to put this all on me. There’s no way I can be the primary caregiver. My back won’t let me. It’s gonna be Tuesday or Wednesday before we get home care set up. So until then it it’s long days in the hospital in their crappy chairs. Ooo what I wouldn’t give for a real pain relief right now.
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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