Its been a while since i was here but tonight i cant take it anymore.
i cant sleep and havent slept a good night sleep in more than a month... 4-5 hours per night.
im plagued with
and consequently unwanted, disturbing, intrusive and obsessive thoughts. especially at night when i can distract myself.
im losing my support system on purpose to set them free from me.
i have stopped taking my meds because they slow down my metabolism and im developing anorexia.
im 41, too old for this.
i cant take it anymore and nobody seems to understand it.
please, someone help me