Sorry hope, you know I mean well and I get very passionate about some topics. I do not want you go through these things you run into so I passionately (obviously too passionately) advocate for you to get off the merry go round. But I get it. It does come strong. It’s your life. You can take some advice or none. I can also request to delete my posts. Just so you know I do support you. Hang in there!