yeah school counselor's are not very understanding and yeah evry1 always says see a T get treatment blah blah blah any way dont fear your parents yes they will yell and scream but its becuz some part of them cares for you talk with your older friend you say u can trust her explain that u dont want your parents to know becuz they will make a big deal about it i am sure she might not have a problem with it i mean she is older and been around the block a time or 2