Don't know where else to put this... (shivers) I've got this awful feeling of doom... sadness... loneliness. Don't know where it's coming from.

Just got back from taking my dog for a walk and I felt like someone or something was watching me and it wasn't good. (shivers) Couldn't get in the house fast enough and the dog was dragging her tail. ggrrr Dippy dog!

I'm tired, I need to go to bed and get some sleep, but... I'm afraid to. Dang, what's wrong with me?? I want my mommy! For all the good she do me... (I'm almost 65, BTW, and I still want my mommy. )

I'm scared but I don't know of what...