Thank you.

It IS easy to get swept up again. He is singing my romantic tune, and it was working. But I DO see right through, and I need to remain strong and grounded in the reality of WHO HE TRULY IS, at his CORE. And ultimately, I just deserve SO much better.

Coercing me into doing coke on our wedding night, when he KNEW I was dead set against it before he bought it with MY money and WITHOUT ASKING???????

Texting a woman flirtatious texts, when here I am unemployed and struggling, and when he promised me 1,000 times over, no joke, that he would NEVER step out of bounds with another woman, NEVER.

Screaming at me for the 1ST 2.5 years of marriage?

Then, toning that down to constant fights instead, where I am blamed for every fight and when he was the one antagonizing me, looking for a fight?

And now, he won't even use the $2,000 chair I bought him as a gift????

PLUS, only trying to convince me that he's better now and has improved, rather than talking to me about how he is going to earn back my trust? He hasn't ONCE addressed this issue since separating 4 months ago, even though I told him he has completely ruined the trust between us?

IF he TRULY cared, he'd be talking with me about how can he rebuild trust with me, after breaking it SO many times. But no...... he hasn't touched this important topic!

Forget it.... this guy is bad news.