I feel empty at the moment and I feel like I lack emotional connection with others, it just feels like a meaningless existence right now and I'm just going through the motions. I'm questioning my purpose I feel like I don't have a purpose unless I have another person. I don't feel like I'm okay. I genuinely dont understand the sudden anxiety and despair I was okay but in like 2 weeks it's shifted and now with a nasal infection I just feel awful and just over it. I just want to cry I'm so exhausted from only sleeping 4 hours some nights. It just feels like a hollow existence.