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Monday morning! I like week-days better than week-ends. Week-days are more productive for me and the world feels like it's in better rhythm.
For the first time I am seriously considering divorcing David. The old feelings of hate have returned, but stronger and with more revelation. I was 3 months out of high school when we met and I was so in love with him for so many years. But he neglected our relationship so badly, and emotionally abused me so deeply, that he just killed my love for him. It's dragged on for decades. I don't want my senior years dirtied by this. I'm just done. It's the strangest feeling! Like being let free from prison, absolutely like that.
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