I think by your therapist educating herself shows me that she is wanting to help you more with this. I hope tomorrow will go well for you and her. I also hope she will be able to understand. I think allot of therapist can do better at helping those struggiling with self harm. I know my trauma therapist is really understanding at first it took her awhile to understand me and experience. If she cannot help you if she can't maybe she can provide you someone who has training in this area. I do hope for the best in that this therapist will be able to help you and come up with a plan that works for you. Hugs