I really didn't want to use session time to discuss work stuff again, but I might have to this week, sorry. The situation with regards to doing telephone calls to clients is stressing me out, a lot. It wasn't what I originally signed up for but I feel like I've been manoeuvred into it.

It's so hard to remember what it felt like to be confident in my abilities to do a job. Part of me doesn't want to give up on this because I need to prove that I can do it. But I'm contacting grieving and in some cases, vulnerable people, whilst not being in the best of places mental health-wise myself. I'm not sure that is a good combination.

February, March and April aren't good months for me bereavement-wise and I'm just about holding it together.

Last few sessions haven't been the best either and I'm struggling with feeling the connection again. Not your fault, but my ambivalence isn't helping.

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