Dear T,
Do you even still care about me? Today, it didn't feel like you did. I'm sorry--not "care about me" but "care about my well-being" or whatever it is you're OK saying. I wish I could email you and ask, but I imagine that would just compound the problem.

I'm also thinking I might cancel Wednesday, though I have until 1:30 tomorrow to do that, so going to see how I feel in the morning.

I just feel so sad right now. I don't understand what happened.
--LT