I am going to a pdoc for the first time and im scared. Well my first time since an adult. My mom would threaten to send me to one every time i cried. I am afraid my T will go away or they will put me in the hospital. I cannot be in small enclosed locked places it makes me freak out. My T has been trying to get me to go for a year but i have refused. I have to trust her but trust if very hard for me. I am crying inside all the time. Divorce, abuse, domestic and childhood. PTSD-DID Atachement disorder AHHHHH freaking out just want to be ok again.

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