One of the therapists I contacted got back to me. So I have an appointment for the 20th. She said I can't see both therapists at one time. (Which I figured she would say that.) She asked me if I wanted to have a closure session with my current therapist. I said I was going to talk to her tonight. (I am not actually going to end things tonight but neither therapist needs to know that.) I don't want to end with my current therapist until I know how things go with new therapist. She says she has a few clients who self harm. So hopefully that will be a good sign. She seemed encouraging on the phone. Now I gotta wait a week.