I'm NOT going to the hospital. I cannot afford another $1,000 bill. It's stupid. I am not in serious danger right now.
I am just really fed up with all the crap that life has dished out to me, I feel abandoned by God, or like God hates me, and I just want to disappear.... like in my sleep, naturally.
I unblocked him to ask him if he would take care of my cat, if something happens to me.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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