I don't trust knights in shining armor... its just for looks and for show. Shiny attracts attention. Shining armor doesn’t scream hero, it screams look at me and ingore everything else. He's wooing you and you appear to be falling for your romanticized version that he's adept at displaying. What's under all the shine and sparkle? Someone who hurt you, who called you names, who made you leave holidays early or not go at all.... this is a HUGE LOVE BOMB... what happens next in his cycle? Does he get irritated and start fights over little things? Does it turn into a blow out fight where you are left hurt and alone?

Life is hard sometimes and I truly understand how much you are dealing with right now. These things will change. He won't change because he can't.