Dear T,
OK, that response makes me feel like you're not angry with me. I was worried about walking in there tomorrow not knowing. Which is part of why I asked about a half session today. That and the fact that I couldn't stop crying at one point (well, a couple points) yesterday. I was expecting you to just reply with "I don't have anything," without an "I'm sorry." The fact that you both explained about being sick and apologized meant a lot. Also that you replied to my text of hoping you feel better. It felt warm and connected.
At least if I decide to take a break or terminate, I now feel we could do that on good terms. Which is a big relief. Still unsure whether to say anything about the other T tomorrow or Monday, but I'll see what I feel like. Probably won't mention tomorrow--will just see how things go. Plus, I want to talk about D some.
Hope you continue to feel better.
Love,
LT
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