The way I see things is that beauty is much more than just physical appearance. You say that no guy could ever like you, which I don't think is true especially if who you are as a person is beautiful. I know for me looks mean nothing. If I could ever find a woman in my life and they looked good it would simply be a nice bonus, because I personally want someone that is a good person and someone I'd just want to spend my life with because of who they are. Of course you're going to have the shallow minded guys that just want a pretty face and nice body, but if a guy is mostly seeing you for how you look then I feel they would be liking you for the wrong reason anyway.

I understand where you're coming from though. I've been single all my life, and I've never felt good about myself. I don't think I'm attractive physically, and it makes me feel hopeless when it comes to finding someone. Just remember though, and it's something I try telling myself too, there are people that care more about the person than the way they look. Being beautiful to me is all about who someone is as a person, so you just have to find someone that sees you for the person you are.