I just don’t believe relying on a narcissistic , abusive man (by your own assessment) is what God has in mind. (The Bible and history is full of stories of people falling for false “prophets.”) Just consider that you’ve been down this road before, multiple times, and he has never maintained his ability to honor you. Believe people when, over and over and over, they show you who they really are.

I’ll stop. I don’t think you really want to hear this.

People here keep warning you because we have watched this play out over years, and we care. But bottom line, you will make your own choices based on your perception of the situation. We care though, or we wouldn’t try.

Best of luck as you move forward.