I don't want to go back to the state hospital though. I have an appointment with my pdoc coming up next week she can tweak my meds then.

EDit: I told her and she is going to tell the rest of the team and she wants me to come up with goals for us to work on and I don't know what the **** she wants me to come up with her ideas were healthy boundaries, meal planning, and self-esteem but I just agreed to get her out of te house.
fI reallywant to cut right now but I can't b4cause I don't want open wounds when my fwb comes over. gotta keep that in mind.

I really don't know what goeals I want to work on with her. I'm so used to people not helping me with my goals and I don't even complete any of my goals anyways so why the uck with she help me. This laptop ois pissing me off.

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