Sorry I know I've mentioned it loads, but it's still on my mind.

I was made to feel like I dirty attention seeker when I mentioned hugs with my therapist. I finally felt safe enough to see if I could get contact/a hug, and he just told me that sometimes he hugged clients, but only when it felt right. I think he's trying to get rid of me now. It's weird that they think we can't tell when they are fake.

Anyway It was years ago, and he's never brought it up since...of course I won't bring it up again, I'm not being rejected like that another time.

Sometimes I wonder if he did it to be nasty and keep me stuck in an unsafe mode.