I hope you don't. My point was that God's will is unknown and thus using it to make any argument whatsoever is pointless. You must choose, and you must accept the consequences for your choices, as well as ultimately for your circumstances. Why? Because the only thing you can change is your own behavior. God's will or whatever is not yours to know or change. Choosing to leave your husband now may alter the circumstances, hopefully for the better. Sticking with him will not alter your circumstances, and so there is no hope for improving them. This is as I see it, and I have no more than that to say in regards to this subject. good luck.