I don't think anyone can know the truth of what will happen in the future. I'm sorry you are not getting much support in real life. I know what it is like to be depressed. Depression can tell us lies - That things will never change or get better, things will and do change and do get better. Hang on to the fact that you cannot predict the future, hold on to the hope that things will change. Hang in there.

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