I'm really trying to understand my family's point of view I just wonder if there's a happy medium to my issue where I can do the job I want and still get the emotional help outside I need. I don't think I'm dismissing them I know that they're scared of how I'd feel if I accidentally caused harm. I just don't think me just ruling out every job that has a practical element is going to work for me because all jobs have a practical and physical element, just getting to the job it's self is a physical element. I think I just need to examine my life balance and readjust my routine obviously my body clock has gotten into a routine of waking up early, which I obviously hate as a night owl. I just don't think running away from studying is going to do me good because I really don't want that lifetime regret of never trying. Like that's what bothers what if I give up long before even examine my capabilities? Maybe I need to talk to careers counsellor or maybe I need more supportive and reassuring people around me. I don't think scaring me away from jobs is going to improve my concentration. I myself know I concentrate the worst in particular when I'm sad and inflexible.