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earthmama said:
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( kiya )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I am worried about you

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=( please don't - i'm really pretty healthy; i eat really super well and try to take care of myself. if i (should for some reason) die, at least it wasn't suicide (that has plagued me for the majority of my life). I don't think i will tho (you know - for a long time). I've had plenty of scrapes with death, and seem to have to stay here for a while.
They're more than likely cysts anyway (and I hear those are helpful and cancer can't grow there) since i have like 7 cysts already.
I'm also really sorry about the losses you've already experienced!! I do not mean to make those feelings worse or minimize this. I just can't do anything about it right now.

(((((((((((EM))))))))!! Kiya