Yeah, talk to a bunch of people I'm no longer in contact with, ask my mom to take me for a walk or a drive (which today she picked me up after I walked 5 miles away from home barefoot if that counts. Give my keys wallet and meds up which Im not gonna do because I need to pick up my meds and my mom isnt really good with managing my meds I learned last crisis, call the crisis line which I did several times today she actually just gave me her desk number which was nice so i diddnt have to wait to wait to for her to call back. It list which hospital I want to go to should it come to that which ai want to avoid obviously.

I suppose I'll just tke a half dose of haldol. I've been skipping it because it numbs me out too much and makes me want to hurt myself