Last night my sister and brother in law dropped the kids off around 4. I was in ER type stomach pain and lying as still as possible to let some Advil work. The boys ran off to watch TV. My niece was just shreking so badly I wondered if she was sick enough to need an ambulance. I am totally clueless when it comes to kids. I guess she was just really hungry and tired because after she ate she fell asleep right away

I was trying to figure out how to sleep decently for the first night in awhile. I then remembered Pink Floyds Dark Side Of The Moon is better then any sleeping pill. Right as the first song started I fell asleep. Then I woke up at midnight and I stayed up until 1:30 and then I tried Dark Side again and I got to the clocks chiming in Time before falling asleep again until almost 5:30. Its totally weird what works and what doesn't.

Today I'm doing better. I'm kinda queasy but I don't have the intense pain or any other major issues. I'm still glad I cancelled therapy. I don't think even a remote session would have been productive. My sister picked up my niece last night but my nephews slept over. They are fine and my mom got Mcdonalds for them for lunch. I got a 6 piece nugget. My appetite has gone down since starting the vitamin D. I guess it causes weight loss for some people. Not that I can lose much weight before I get sent to an eating disorder unit. I'm glad I have my doctors appointment tommorow though.

Kinda ironic if Carter died today on Presidents Day