well. We've been together for about a year now. We've been friends for alot longer. Best friends. It evolved and we went though alot. Its a net relationship, but that shouldnt matter. Time passed and things happened, I am a chronic depressed person.. always have been and when we first me I was suicidal. She cared, she came on talked to me. Made me feel good inside.. She was a very good friend. Evenally I found myself falling in love. I remember the day we finally admited it clearly.. And then I look at now She left because she said she was unhappy. She didnt tell me why she was unhappy.. Just she had to worry too much about everything. I told her we'd work things out, that everything would be ok if she tried, but she didnt want to Told me it was just over.. I getting back into the way I was before our relationship. I just want to die it hurts so badly..