This morning the world was dark with big huge fluffy snow barreling down. So I cancelled aqua fitness. Five minutes later the snow stopped! I thought it was the beginning of what they said was going to be significant snowfall. But no, that starts Tuesday night.

So I went back to bed to try and change my disturbing dream into something with a better outcome. But I couldn’t recapture the dream. But it was indicative of high anxiety. All the unknowns I’m facing now. In the dream I was Losing time, fragile things breaking, government indifference.

Today I have to go out and get food for the coming storm. Not looking forward to it as there will be a ton of other people doing the same thing. But all I have in the fridge is chai and two salads. At the very least I need my cheese that I eat with my medicine.