@divine1966 I think, as you say, it was a combination of things. I'ld gone there in Nov for some I/V iron, and it didn't bother me a bit. I was tired and fell asleep during the infusion. Then I went and ordered lunch at a little coffee shop they have. I left feeling peaceful.

I take it the passing of your mother was not many years back. You sound as though the memories attached to that hospital and its grounds are still easily aroused. I felt like that about the VA hospital where my bf got a lot of care, though he passed away at home.

I really had gotten past a lot of that sensitivity. Since I managed to recover from the awful grief of the first few months after he died, I think I should be able to recover from whatever this is. I do know I need to get out more and be involved with other people.

Right now I feel truly tired, but it feels like I'll have trouble sleeping. Tomorrow I'll feel better, if I get busy with things I've neglected. Too tired tonight.