I thought I had concluded this thread. I did come up out of the pit I was in when I started this thread.

I'm not doing good at all. I've fallen into a new tailspin. I've got to get back to how I was in the fall, when I was in good spirits. I'm getting frantic that I can't seem to really get back on my feet. Since yesterday I've been breaking down over and over. I have to get up from this. I'm way too depressed.

I understand if there's not much more anyone can think of saying. I might just keep posting here to keep a record for myself of how this is going.

I have to push myself to do things. Thst was what worked before.