I looked at facebook just now. They showed me a video I had taken of a snowstorm back 4 years ago. (You know how they show you your memories. Only you can see it.) I just captured the snow falling outside the door. In the background I could hear the TV playing. My boyfriend would have been in his recliner watching TV. I've been sobbing since.

I have to go eat something. Then maybe go out of the apartment.