Its ok.. feels good to talk.. I need to right now to keep from harming myself.. Umm.. I have seen a phycologist, I did for about a year. They really couldnt help me.. and I really dont want to take meds.. I think she was worrying about me. Not really me hurting myself. I was happy and the depression was gone, I was truely happy. I was trying my best to make her happy. But she was hard to talk to. I love her though, and I miss her.... I just want to work everything out why is she so against it....