Hey all,
So I've been in a relationship for 14 years, it actually makes me feel sick typing that as I don't feel like I have been.
I also have a good set of friends...ish.
So I have lots of trauma from childhood and attend therapy.
I just wanted to ask here, does anyone else experience this....
I don't feel that I've been with my partner for a long amount of time. I mean, I can't/don't feel any history there at all. He sends me pictures every day of our travels and other memories and I can't feel it.
I feel a little like I'm in 50 First Dates, like I forget every day that we have any history. I can't feel it at all.
Im looking at him.now and he's in the same room as me but I don't know him at all!
I can feel this with friends too but most with my partner.
It's really stressful and I can't make any plans for the future as I don't feel connected to him..