Well,

The good news is - you DO NOT have to do it alone. Can you find an AA group in your area? They are very welcoming and friendly and they usually have meetings all through the day to help you get over that "hump". I live in a VERY small town and our AA has meetings all day. Maybe that can help?

My hardest thing was thinking I had to do it. I becomes WE with AA - it is a miraculous support group that I am so very thankful for! Give it a shot. It may feel akward at first but, I think you will like it!

**Big Hugs and Good Luck**