Dear T,
I hope you're OK about that email, as it was about D and very time-sensitive regarding tomorrow's IEP meeting. Why couldn't I have learned about this before session? Ugh... I imagine you'll be OK about it. I hate that I have to be concerned about this though. And now in the back of my mind, I'm thinking "guess now I have to wait 2 weeks." But it sounded from our conversation the other day that if there was a lot of outside stuff I'm dealing with, you might potentially charge me if I email more often, but wouldn't get annoyed about it. Maybe we need to talk about that a little more.
I did find our discussion of stuff about D and about anger to be helpful today. Though maybe it would have been better if the example you used at the end hadn't been about your expressing anger to me. As that was a difficult rupture (then again, I guess I used an example of expressing anger toward you earlier, so...). Maybe we need to discuss a bit more relationship stuff Friday (or wait until Monday). I didn't feel the need to today really. Though I feel I was anxious in the beginning (more so than usual), so I guess I'm still a bit on edge. Or maybe that was about something else, stress from the car yesterday (I appreciate your empathy over the tire!) and the meeting tomorrow. I'll ponder it.
But please be kind about the email. I think you will be, especially as it ties to an outside topic that we were discussing just hours ago, and you know how stressed I get about these meetings. But some warmth would be good, to help make it clear you're OK with it.
Love,
LT
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