It's so long since I've felt normal. I'm going to look through my old posts to try to find one where I say that I'm doing good. I just want some evidence that I have had the capacity to be ok. I'm sure there were times when I was fine. I just have to get back to that.

The plumber has to come back Monday to finish work on the water heater. So my kitchen won't go back to normal, until then.

Anxiety is making me crazy.