Wow! This topic and this thread is 8 years old! And here it is even more relevant today in 2023. This past year has seen such an amazing amount of detransition, most seem to be F2M2F. An amazing turn-around from the time celebrities came out within the last 8 years to see people bucking the trend. I do find this kind of a relief to see as I am one of them (sort of) and not alone, especially at my older age of 60. I was kind of encouraged to get on the HRT for the past year by the doctor and have had a total of 3 months, on and off and kind of like the feeling the estrogen gives me a kind of calmness and like some of the features but for various personal reasons prefer remaining in a kind of neutral - or nonbinary state. I worry, with already having gynocamasta that I could grow larger breasts which wouldn't be appropriate at this juncture in my life. Very much in the middle as Skeezkys mentions above. I have an appointment with the specialist on the 27th next week to discuss this.