Still too depressed to get sentences out. I've spent hours trying to work out meds this week. Just when I thought everything was together I got a text from CVS that they are getting authorization for my Emsam. I get Emsam free from patient assistance and it should have arrived at my doctor's hospital mail room if not her office by now. I have no idea who or why a script was sent to the pharmacy. I certainly can't afford the medication.

I just don't know what is going on. I feel bad because I've been in touchy with my pdoc many times this week. I have a video visit with her Monday which is good because we can finally talk instead of sending messages on the portal.

I finally changed my sheets. I can't tell you how long it had been. I can't tell you how long anything has been.


I'm just tired. Enough from me.

Sorry. Hopefully I'll get my Emsam and start to feel more positive soon, leading to more positive posts.