I am not.

And I blame it on meds. Not as a cop out but I know what goes into my body and it should not be this heavy.

My pdoc is weaning me off Effexor. He believes that’s the culprit. But it takes a few weeks to wean off, slowly.

I’ve replaced it with Brintillex.

Then, he’ll consider my lithium in April. I want to go back on lamotragine but he says it’s “weak”.

I have absolutely no desire to exercise. It’s not even an option. I’d rather watch my calorie intake.

Sorry about the med rant this is a post about ideal weight.