Maybe it's also the shame and regret I feel over sending screenshots of our texts to his female friend. He tells me that she and her husband think I am in the wrong in several ways, and that HIS thinking is skewed about me, and they advise him not to speak with me. Him telling me this made me feel ashamed of having sent those messages to his friend, which was probably his intention!
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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