Thank you for posting here, @
cool09.

I sometimes dissociate for several hours & I have no memory of that time period, as if someone else occupied my body during that time. I'm afraid to seek medical help right now because of covid. I stay at home most of the time. Someday I will get help. Good luck with being able to get the help that you need.
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