Hi Purplebutterfly
I'm so glad that you let your feelings known to your friends. I'm fortunate to know you!!& I'm here for you, I'm sorry you're feeling so badly-have you taken some actions to help you? For ex. contact your PDoc - maybe there is a med that can help you get over/through this difficult time,and your T s/he may be able to help too. They may want you to call when you are in pain maybe they know how to help you esp. before the weekend.

Lots of Love