Dear T,
I'm upset with my H because of how distracted he seemed when I was talking about things that were important to me. But then, I should be thankful that he's accepting as he is, even if he's distracted. So I don't know what to feel right now. I'm coming down on "I suck." Which I feel isn't what I should be taking from this.

And I'm also upset about the news from my cousin earlier. I really wish I was seeing you tomorrow. Because of the thoughts it set off in my head regarding D. But it's not at the level of "Any chance you have an opening in your few Sunday sessions?" Or even at at email level. Because it would need to be a conversation. But I still wish I was talking to you tomorrow.

Love,
LT