people's opinions matter too much to me so i went out to watch them play hockey for a bit. just road hockey. they kept begging me to play and i kept saying no.
and i have a manual wheelchair so one of them wheeled me up to the net and he's stronger then me and then they all started taking shots on the net and it's not like i can play goalie with no equipment on and while sitting in a wheelchair one of the pucks hit my side and it hurt.


now i'm sitting at home and i feel sad