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Feb 26, 2023, 03:47 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
Location: Home
Posts: 8,406
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People have often thought there was some meaning to my name. And definitely I do, at this point, like it because I always feel like life just has it's ups and downs and as long as you stay on the seesaw it will go up and down, but better to be experiencing the ride than not at all.
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My name has no meaning. Back in 2014 I was at home and signing up for PC while an episode of the Office was on. It was the episode where Dwight and Ryan are plotting against Jim, who was newly promoted to Office Co-Manager. Ryan asks Dwight if he has ever "seen Saw" (As in the movie). Dwight doesn't understand and says "See-saw? Of course I seesaw! I seesaw everyday!" And it was a random word that I put in as my username.
But honestly I like it. Whenever people ask me how I am, all I can think is "Well there's some bad and there's some good, and I'm here."
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly?
Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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