Not sure what I will do.. But I choose life, as for we die - And must make it count, pleasantly for ourselves... and those around.

Some people have access to the astral realm (Schiz?).. Just don't be scared.. The only thing behind fear is more fear;

"A Google hog pile can be confusing, but in this instance it is spot on. The opposite of fear is acceptance, which leads to curiosity, which leads to a sense of understanding, which leads to feelings of safety, trust, and finally, love."

That's it. I have a key.. An undeveloped key.. With growth, like a house plant.. I drink enough water, soak up the nutrients etc - That's all I'm trying to do.