Same here. Lies, lies, lies. They wanted to be unfair but wanted me to think they were being fair. Did they think i would never find out? That i would always be a stupid trusting child? Did they ever consider what effect their actions would have on me? No. Didn't matter, because i was a girl.

I wondered why i dont mourn. You answered it. They werent really there. Just their lies were. Its really distancing.