I feel like I've kind of outgrown my username. But I've had it for so long on so many platforms that I feel like it's part of me, so I'm not going to change it.

The original meaning was I felt like I had 2 parts of me - the part I showed the world which at the time was a successful career woman, and the inside part of me who was a scared, messed up little girl. hence the "split" and image. But now after all the therapy and healing I've done, I feel like I now present a more integrated persona. But like I said, it''s just part of who I am online.