Regardless of the outcome, I feel better for having acted according to my own needs and ignoring your boundaries. I am fed up with observing the boundaries of others. I need control and I feel the relief of acting unilaterally. I don't know if this will help me work with you and I don't know if I want to continue or if it's possible for me to continue, but for now I feel more centred. I suppose I don't know if you will work with this so I need to remember that too.